Am I Being Grouchy? February 23, 2008

The answer is NO! not anymore.

I’ve eventually become immune to criticism(read : but I am still the person who is forgive but never forget). In my past, I was so stupid believe in somebody I truly thought is my soulmate, but I was awfully wrong to the max. So, may this ratty 2008 allows me to create a brand new profile shower with nice and better memories in my life. Hope it fills with hoo-ha.

I awakened to the reality world and slap myself for being so immature in the past few weeks, kept thinking about it like there is no tomorrow! Worrying so much will get me nowhere, why on earth should I bother it! Advises come and go, knock me over but things ain’t they used to be right now.

A circular tour in the friendship had given me a big change of myself, who is now blogging this entry.

Once again, to my past ’soulmate’, who have been having a bitch about me, wake up to yourself! I know I am a bitch too, but I have self-realization,wtf!

An Instant becomes Everlasting February 23, 2008

oOo *scratching head*, thinking why I am so emo? Anyway, I had this title cross my mind when I was watching drama. Yeah yeah, I have to take the initiative and work out  my favourites and cross out the ones I hate. When I am filled with sorrow and I am also filled with nostalgia, the inclement weather drives me far away from it. It deeply pulling me down and is hard to not not think about it.

Nothing beats the voltage of the true love given by your family, when you ever did a mistake which really pissed off your parents, calm down yourself and come to think of the source of the argument. Parents usually are right even though you already know there aren’t the ways to make it. So, common, DO NOT STAND ON your DIGNITY firmly,as maybe your parents never let you get your own way,wtf. Moreover, many employer are looking employee with soft skills, critical thinking abilities, and hey YOU! Listen to me, chat casually with them regarding how things were actually going on, they aren’t stupid, they will listen to your advice( if your general advice is come out with bloody fantastic points). An instant brilliant minds could dismiss any nasty argument. Remember, home is where the heart is!

If a guy court a girl he likes so much, he will spend so much time,ignore no matter how hard life is, driving in at peak hours just to fetch her from work, uni, treat her sweetly, care about every single tiny bit things in her life..So sweet isn’t it, an instant action taken by the guy to show his interest in a girl who he likes might make the relationship everlasting.

Love is blind, when you love somebody, you cannot see their faults.Even more, when he/she is inherited with bad attitude, you will thought he/she is good till like nobody wins him/her ,wtf!  

Affectionate February 18, 2008

In the silence, i could hear the clock ticking, I spent some time reminiscing the 3 months summer breaks in Malaysia. As usual, I has been very slack in my daily life till the mid of January. This is a symptom of depression I had in Australia so I was spending the few weeks just relaxing.

This is an advertorial or dedicated post =) judge yourself, Aud

Dear my lovely cousin, who has always sharing daily life stories, fuck those on the edge on us, love to talk till late night, watch various kind of video( not pornography), in short, we have endless of topics! She is my soulmate, i can’t deny this fact. Thus it makes me appreciate the Chinese New Year more than ever in 2008 as we hardly meet each other now, fyi, CNY is a great break for us, seeing outstation relatives! ( Audrey, aren’t we have a secret that is not allowed to share with our loves one,hehe) She is my INSPIRATIONAL ,love you to bits!

CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG, I am proudly present you to the world!

                                                        Audrey

                                                     

                                                       Bye bye

                                                       

RANT February 17, 2008

Nah, why i start my most treasured possession(read: wordpress) in a non-gorgeous,unpleasant title?!

I have a really awful Friday outings as this incident is not what i expected to happen in this absolutely nice,stress-less afternoon..everything is just ruined with a simple click on a mouse, what on earth have we done to deserve this!Maybe we were wrong not taking the initiative to settle it,but an aggressive confrontation isn’t the best choice because it might ends up with a huge fight if the another party tend to continually act like they are the victim, what a nuisance! And i can’t believe we were so naive as to trust somebody, making a promise that shouldn’t be a promise at all, what the fuck!

I love what an e-friend told me, it reads ”In real life don’t give two fucks about how people perceive you as long your real friends know what kind of person you are,you don’t have anyone to answer but yourself and those who close to you.” don’t you just love it! Get lost ,bastard!

Let me bring back some happiness since this is my first entry, I guess I have slowly found myself and what i truly,deeply wanted to achieve in my life, although there were sudden change in my little world, i am glad to know it at this moment before it is too late.I’ll treasure my beloved one and keep it inside my heart and hope it is as hard as the stone during the caveman days, haha!

 PS: No picture will be uploaded yet, please bear with me ya!

        *** do you guys like my header?! credit goes to Audrey!***